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[Jan. 2nd, 2010|02:15 am] |
Happy new year!!
Okay I know I'm like really late but I still want to write my last post for 2009 though it's already 2010. I mean it's like a ritual for every year right? Just that I've been really caught up and have zilch time to spare for my online diary. BUT I AM DAMN DISTRACTED NOW CAUSE I CANT STOP TALKING TO PEOPLE ON MSN!!!!!!!!!!
Ok and the time now is 3:10am and finally most people are already asleep so I can type this peacefully. I think 2009 was generally a good year for me. Ok maybe for the later half of the year. I'm extremely happy that my relationship with my mom is all time good now. I mean close friends should know that I used to quarrel with my mom very very often and ends up in cold war and all. But this year, it's greatly reduced. It's either I grew up (more matured, better temper) or my mom give in to me alot. Or maybe it's just a good year. LOL
And now that I'm 18, my freedom is unlimited. Though my mom still encourage me to get home earlier but she doesn't object to me having late nights out with friends as long as I know what I'm doing. In other words, my mom trust me alot now. Yay me!! And this year, I realised how much my mother dote on me. Like really alot. And this year, I want to do as much as possible to make her happy and of course make her life easier.
School is bad. I mean school work. I am really 4eva in the holiday mood. But it's just a really small part of my life. I do my work but I know it's not the best and I will try to change!! Oh and I rlly hate to think of what to wear to school. It kills alot of my brain cells. And besides my family, I'm also really glad that I am closer to many secondary school friends this year and I'm really really happy. Oh and not to forget me getting into B&J cathay is also one of the most significant thing in 2009. I mean really, 11th jan's gonna be my 4th month working there!!
So basically 2009's been pretty awesome. I passed both my btt and ftt now waiting to find time for my practical. Oh yes and hopefully, my liver won't fail due to the drinking sessions. (I think I have slightly better alcohol tolerance now!!) And for now, I hope 2010 will be the same or even better! :> Ok actually I am freaking distracted again by allkpop.com I'm like watching those videos and parody of you're beautiful. Thank you jazreel for introducing this show it's freaking awesome!!!!!!!!!
Hope it's gonna be a good yr for all of us!!
(theres alot of reallys in this short entry but it just shows how contented I am with my life right now.) |
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[Dec. 18th, 2009|02:43 am] |
Hello hello!!
I think today is the most productive day ever since I graduated from secondary school. Haha I finish all the elearning assignments + pd 650 words essay + redid the movement lesson plan + do the props for tomorrow + completed my lesson implementations!! Okay so what I'm left with is the field prac bklet evaluation, movement lesson plan implementation (tmr and some other day @ a child care), music and movement lesson plan (draft), 16 reflections, language arts lesson plan, cdev checklist implementation.
Omg still got alot man!! I think I'll attempt to do my 6 reflections now. Oh manzxzx so many things to do so little time. And the whole of this wk is damn packed. No time to study for my ftt!!!
Gdnight! |
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| Ryan |
[Dec. 17th, 2009|04:41 am] |
I can't sleep and I've been up thinking quite alot recently. And I decided to type them down. I've always thought that I'm born to be an emotional person. I get upset easily and will always be affected by relationships (not just bgr but friends and family too). I used to admire people who can put aside their feelings and concentrate on more important things.
I guess everyone think that I am one of those girls who cannot live without a boyfriend or soulmate and is someone who just can't be alone. Frankly, I thought so too. I thought I've always wanted someone who will walk down years and years of my life together with me and then we'll get married and happily ever after. You know those lovey dovey stuff that every girl wishes for?
But I don't know what happened, maybe I became more realistic or I am possessed. Everything is different now. Though my bad temper isn't gone, but I freed myself from r/s problems. And when I look back, I sneered at myself for thinking and behaving that way. I question myself, 'Together for so long, not boring meh? If it ever last till marriage, must see each other for so many years leh!' And when people around me meet relationship problems, I can hardly ever think of what's the right thing to say to comfort them because I realized I don't know what's a relationship anymore. And how much I didn't want one. Sorry to whomever that would appreciate some concern or words from me because I really don't know what to say.
& Truthfully, I do have someone in mind that I'm fond of. But there are many reasons along the way and I figured it's best we stay as friends. The most important reason was, I just want to be single because I am not ready to commit. And to all friends that I've fooled, I'm just kidding. I'm not attached. It was a bet made with someone to prove something. Ryan is a k2 boy from my attachment center. Hahahaha plz don't whack me. I luv y'all who got so excited over my relationship status.
Especially my dearest michelle ling who spammed my phone and msn!! Sorry no triple dating, no bringing boyfriends to club and all. Hahaha but I knw you still luv me and see you on mon! We're going OC to do the salary thing rmb? xoxo |
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|12:13 am] |
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Tomorrow is thursday!!! Which means it's my last visual art lesson implementation!! Finally! Hope everything goes well. I spent quite abit for this time round. And then I'll meet Ryannnnnnn ^^ and then eelin to study!! As well as to chiong all my e learning and pd reflection + smth else and what's not. Then for friday I have the play implementation @ 11am and then work at 5pm till 1am and rebe will come over and stayyyy yay sleepover ftw!! |
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[Dec. 16th, 2009|02:57 am] |
Actually I have so much so much to blog but I am just very lazy to type it out. All in all I just want this wk to be over!! And I can't wait to check my schedule for nxt wk. Shit I submitted wed opening but I realized my ftt is on wed @ 2pm omg im in deep shit!!! And I have lots to do tomorrow!! Preparations for thurs' implementation!! Ahhh okay byebye I wanna watch xiu cai ai shang bing the 2nd timeeeee |
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[Dec. 13th, 2009|09:10 pm] |
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No fairrrrrrrrrrrrrr my dad just changed his htc diamond2 to htc hd2 wheres my new phoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! Btw it looks somewhat like iphone just bigger and the screen is clearer. And the camera is 5 megapixel and the led flash is freaking strong and bright. Hahaha and my dad was so paranoid when I touch his phone without washing my hands after eating kfc. LOLOL i want my new phoneeeeeeeee but idk which to get. Iphone or BB bold????? |
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[Dec. 11th, 2009|12:38 am] |
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I ish happygirl91!!!!! |
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[Dec. 10th, 2009|12:41 am] |
Day 1 of trying to sleep early. Failed. I have so much things to prepare for tomorrow's BIG DAY. I'm so anxious srsly. I wonder if I'm gonna be fine implementing my lessons. And the thought of my mentor sitting there watching me teach them omg I want to back out now.
And I have been very angsty and I snapped at the tiniest issue recently. And the main cause of it? Lack of sleep. I am really looking more and more like a zombie than ever. When I look into the mirror, I can't help but to ask myself, 'WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!?!'. Today I shouted at my grandma telling her I want to stop schooling already cause I'm so tired. I don't know what got into me but I AM SO TIRED CAN ANYONE UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL????? The non stop assignments and I have 1000000000 deadlines to meet and all that projects are driving me nuts. Who says poly life is a breeze? It's all bullshit.
I have finished filming the bloody cayc video that made me stay up till 4am at my friends house. I finish my visual arts lesson plan. I have finish bk review of 800 words which I stayed back in the sch lib to do till night. I finished my 1.5k words play essay. So what?? I'M HAVING 1 MONTH OF HOLIDAYS STARTING FROM NXT WK. SO WHAT?!?! I have the piey movement lesson plan and implementation, 16 freaking reflections, pd educational trip to 2 places, cayc 2nd lesson implementation, music and movement lesson plan, cdev checklist and implementation and so much more that I can't even remember.
FML SRSLY.
Therefore, I have decided to stop all unnecessary night activities to have more time for myself and of course more sleep cause I'm morphing into some psycho bitch without sufficient sleep. Everything else can wait. For now, goodnight. And wish me luck for tmr. |
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[Dec. 9th, 2009|12:19 am] |
Today, I caught 2012 with Weihao and I teared!!! I think it's a gr8 movie. I like it. And I want to watch AVATAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyone anyone? Haha I wanna watch whip it and err this other movie I forgot what is it. Anyway I havent watch hai pai tian xin ep 6 yet!!! But I'm so exhausted already. Implementation on thurs!! 6 tissue boxes anyone?? Else I'm gonna take out all the tissue from my tissue box. Argh I hate attachment naow. I'm like spending so much money on these lesson implementation which sucks big time!!
Oh oh and I really really need a break plz!! Can't wait for this week to end. Countdown: 3 more days. |
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| "Weird Alarm Clocks That Can Wake The Dead" |
[Dec. 6th, 2009|05:01 am] |
1. Clocky alarm clock: This alarm clocks has two small wheels on each side. It runs and hides when you don’t wake up!! It works just like another normal alarm clock, but “if you hit the snooze button it jumps right off the night stand and cruises around your bedroom finding a place to hide. It can actually jump 3 feet! One it stops running, the alarm goes off and continues to blare till you get out of bed, find the alarm clock and shut it off.”
2. Puzzle alarm clock: “This clock shoots four pieces of a puzzle into the air when it goes off. In order to silence the alarm, you have to reassemble the puzzle on top of the alarm clock.”
3. Flying alarm clock: “The dratted propeller driven module of the flying Alarm Clock actually spins of the base unit each time the alarm goes off. The catch is, the noisy alarm won't turn off until you retrieve the propeller and place it back on the base. This means you have to get out of bed and search for the pesky propeller which may have landed anywhere.”
4. Sonic Bomb Clock: This "has an adjustable volume alarm with a maximum loudness of 113 decibels ( which is the equivalent of a power saw right next to your ear). If that's not enough to wake you up, you can also slip the bed shaker that comes with the alarm clock under your mattress to get you rocking early in the morning! If you have a penchant for more punishment, you can always hit the snooze button to repeat this torturous cycle of noise and discomfort.”
5. Carpet alarm clock: “In order to turn it off, you have to get up and step on it. If you really want to make it a challenge, place it far away from your bed.”
6. Shape up alarm clock: "This dumbbell-style alarm clock wants to start your day off right! Just set the alarm and in the morning it will buzz until you’ve done 30 reps."
OMG I SO NEED THE SONIC BOMB CLOCK!!!!!!!!!!! Or maybe the clocky alarm clock. Hahahaha anyone wanna get this for me for xmas? I might stop being late!! LOL!! |
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| I'm the happiest girl alive tday!!! |
[Dec. 6th, 2009|01:33 am] |
 Thank you mummy & daddy though you can't see this. And the very first photo I took was of my baby sister with my mother's face mosaic cause she said she looks weird hahaha anyway I'm a very very hairpee girl today!! But then I'll have to get back to reality, the shitload of work.  |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|04:24 am] |
 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NICE ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 29th, 2009|10:09 pm] |
 
Ahhh I'm so so so tired so I'm gonna head to bed after this post. So basically my wkends were rlly rlly packed. At least to me it is. Supper with Hianjing, Mark, Shanqian and Nicholas on thurs night. And I reached home at around 4plus cause we spent lots of time trying to find a place to la liang and ended up at kap but sat inside the car to talk. LOL
Fri was work @ 5pm till 1am and supper with Eelin @ clementi macs. And sat was ice skating @ 2pm with Jiamin and etc. And then I rushed back home for dinner and then back to my grandma house to get ready for Trafficlight party @ supperclub with eelin & jacq. Met them @ 10.30pm at cck and then jacq's mom drove us to supperclub. But on the way, it was damn jammed!!! And jasmine was in the car too, but she was going butter. & Zoe joined us at around 2am! Omg it was srsly a damn funny experience!!!! But anyways fight broke out etc. And the music wasn't very good. Nevertheless, it's an awesome time with em. Went off early cause of the weird music, desperate guys and aching legs. Oh and the place was like a furnace!!!
And my legs hurt like crazy. Like I ran 10km!!!! And work at 1030am today!! I wanted to die please. I was so exhausted and the moment I woke up I wanted to find someone to replace me but obviously it's crazy so I went to work feeling shitty. But my day got better when I talk to vanessa and realized that the world is rlly rlly rlly very small!
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|05:53 am] |
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So I was late for work today!! But Jason didn't care and told me, 'Find one day, I'll teach you cash recount.' Nooooooooooooooooooo!!!! I don't wanna learn!!! I'd rather be clueless bout it! And I saw my long lost friend jolyn loh ah heok hahahaha miss you!! And if you're reading this, hope everythings better for you! :) AND FOR THE NTH TIME, LET'S MEET UP!!! Hmmm after work was mac @ clementi with eelin again! Haha we had many plans actually. Like going to catch a movie? eat thai food? end up we wanted shaker fries. Haha so we talk and eat and talk until around 3plus am and then headed home. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2009|01:11 am] |
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I have the funniest friends ever!!! Shanqian called and asked where am I and they told me they are at cathay, hianjing drove there with mark and sq wanting to fetch me after work but I'm already home now! Hahaha waste petrol!!! |
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| Dreams |
[Nov. 26th, 2009|02:19 am] |
Recently, I've been having dreams about my mom sending me abroad and I srsly hope it comes true. Like I hope one day I will wake up to my mom telling me 'I'm sending you abroad!!!'. And that will be the best day of my life. I really wanna leave behind all the bad memories and start afresh in another land. You have no idea how much I want to get out of sg. But nothing will bring me away right now since I have to complete my diploma and there's another 2.5 yrs of horror. I am so sick of all the bullshit drama that's happening in my class. Although now everything's fine (I think) but I'm sure it'll come again. It'll never stop. It's just a vicious cycle. And one day, it'll hit me hard again like before.
Life sucks. I rlly hope I can make lemonades out of the lemons life gave me. And I hope I can 守得云开见月明. |
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[Nov. 25th, 2009|12:49 am] |
Today I felt happy, angry, tired, hungry, cold, sad and now kanchiong.
I'm a girl with much feelings but none for anyone.
Gdnight. :) |
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| Sleep deprived. |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|09:03 pm] |
I'm freaking tired to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxx. Like really really really damn tired.
Basically, we went to run errands such as booking the hotel(ahem). And then doing some phone thing @ west coast plaza. Great World to pass michelle tb. Oh oh we played at the arcade too and Jerald is freaking good at bishi bashi and air hockey pls!! And then holiday inn to get alcohol and then to commonwealth for awesome zichar. Thanks guohao for the dinner! But I totally didn't have the mood to eat cause of this gross incident by a bloody caterpillar. And then to the hotel for hardcore drinking session!!!!!! Gh was damn funny laaaaa!!
Anyway then eug sweehung and i cabbed home at around 8plus in the morning and went home to slp. Then woke up at around 12plus 1pm to prepare and go sing k @ chinatown and yours truly is FREAKING TIRED NAOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay byebye! |
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